gummybears&jellybeans.

2009-12-04T20:25:00.001-08:00

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dont get lost in my life pls.

2007-11-01T07:42:00.000-07:00

COLLIDE HOWIE DAY
IF THAT'S OK WITH YOU SHAYNE WARD
小傑

2007-10-30T07:17:00.001-07:00

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2007-10-29T08:13:00.000-07:00

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2007-10-18T09:30:00.001-07:00

im practically permeable idk why, but i just feel so. i show the symptoms of having taking drugs. STUPID, i know. ive no idea where i stand but mostly, i felt so motionless. yknow. this days are so damn boring. what post exams are they suppose to be? no fun, boring. stupid motionless days. IHATEYOU. i feel bloated. probably i ate too much. maybe my hormones are changing like what science said. that causes moodswings.
i stink, i know.
im hated, i know
i just dont know.
i dont know.
i dont wna know.
AYE, THIS REALLY GIVES ME SOME FKING DEPRESSING MOOD.
i dont have any bff like everyone does or maybe only 1.
if that only 1 gives the feelings of happiness, ill be really damn fking grateful.
this must be some shocking things youve ever heard, but idk what have you really heard about. im apathetic, this life cost me miserables, unfelt, unknown. im some anonymous freak. my only friend was this. the one that im typing in now. how i wish my life could end successfully. i shall one day. i shall, i promise. although i CANT swear nor vow, but i can promise.
& im bloody fking reminded, wtf, christians arent bloody suppose to swear or vow, but why the fk is this geylang METHODIST sec vowing for their damn pledge? raise my bloody right hand up high and say it aloud like you vow. kiss my arse. kiss my damn bloody fking arse. kiss right through it man. VOW, omg, arent you suppose to be a christian school? why are you bloody vowing? WOW, YOU'RE SO AMAZING! *jaws drop* hah, so what do you've to say. feed your mind on the BIBLE. well, you arent, still can vow ah? kanna sai. bloody fk. well, don't say that im critising you. im bloody NOT. im just stating the facts. sorry if i did say vulgarities that arent pleasing to the eye. but dont you agree? i bloody AGREE!!! know me not. i know you dont know me enough. kiss my arse and walk off. i dont bloody like you.

2007-10-16T08:32:00.000-07:00

I LOVE SUM41!!

2007-09-22T21:03:00.001-07:00

theres kittens roaming about and the meow-ing sound is gna get me on while how do i mug for me e.o.ys?

2007-09-05T18:14:00.001-07:00

2007-08-28T01:48:00.000-07:00

i deadly hate this deal man. iv no more time using the com, so goodbye blog, you're gna be dead):
i'll be back in a few months time or whateverso when i'm free.
i promise(:

2007-08-24T22:44:00.000-07:00

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2007-08-19T06:56:00.000-07:00

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2007-08-19T06:53:00.000-07:00

exams are nearing again. im forbidden to do anything but to study. ihateSTUDYYYY!! ARRHHHYYUUCCCKK. now i shall go study ):
stupidstudies.
with that passing mark, i could get that phone and pay off my zen.

2007-08-11T04:17:00.000-07:00

i'm rushing through the whole science questions that i was given for homework. still now i can't imagine that i sucked in science. maybe i wasn't that hardworking as pr3. i use to be the few top ones. now i'm the middle range. oh, thats so dead. i wonder how am i gna cope with the upcoming common tests! especially that disgusting maths thats pissing me off. i hate funny equations. i hate memorizing maths. when'll all this stuffs stop, and a peace of mind come?

2007-08-09T02:39:00.000-07:00

im back from tuition long time ago.
cousin came over for no reason. their parents have some stuffs to do, so they left their children here. at least, i had some people to talk with, but it isn't what fun you think we had. we spent all the fun on the com/psp/tv.

well now im certainly pissed for no reason. im getting angry, you're not going to like this, YOU'RE GNA HATE ME. i feel so fucked. idk why. there's no reason. well lets talk common sense.

i'm gna cut my hair if the salon is open tmrw. hope its gna be. i know, people'll be wondering, why cut? your hair is just too short cut again, even shorter. well, i'm not cutting in length, its in style. no wondering is needed, you see you know(: maybe after that cutting, i'll have tuition again. argh, i'm so pissed.

i've no idea what i'm thinking of now. i feel stupid? idk. i just know that something is bothering me. i can't have a good sleep, er, rather i did yst. the thing is that nothing is feels good. i can be good and the next moment, i shout. i think my mood swings are coming back. i hardly control myself, its the other way round. i hate this dung.

2007-08-08T18:24:00.000-07:00

i'll have tuition as early as 10 in the morning again.

2007-08-08T02:50:00.000-07:00

5.45am- woke at that. was suppose to wake at 5.20am. nothing woke me up. i'm fed up.
i rushed through everything. but i still reached school before 6.30am. the mrt train took 4 mins.
i really really have to thank God for the time if not i'll be in a blood patch.

saw huiqing, shes isn't okay with her leg yet. hope she recovers well from it soon!
miss wong order for us burgers. i wasn't hungry. call me to eat in the wee hours in the morning, no thanks. i ain't one that hasn't eaten for years or century.
had some short practice and inspection. in the full uniform, i was hot and sweaty. sorry.
safety pins were needed! and i had them all.

during the march in,so serious i'm TRUE!! i'm not kiding. if i were, i was laughing. i wasn't looking at anyone. my focus were at? idk.

supporting contingent, creative drill.
these were too big fears of the day in my life. i'm so pissed! you know nothing about that fear lingering in my heart. creative was just a big crook. it wasn't right! you see those judges seeing this, you know that we were not fit to get the gold. maybe this was just a failure for us. the timing was all wrong! i'm so fed up.

went orchard with gabrielle, huijing, kimberley.
the main point was to return books, but well, we did eventually. hah.
i borrowed 2 books. and theres another one still home.
'hannah, when did you love reading books?' 'from the very start i was born!'
vamp, i was a crap load.

i still can't believe that i had an additional ear hole up on the right ear. i was fucked up, my third hole on the left just won't let the ear stud go through, i had it keep forcing throught. in the end, i did with the ear stick. whats the problem man? it closes so fast!!

i spent too much on food today. hannah, in one year time, i wna see you skinny with no fats laying around. (i'm pressurize!)

met gm peeps at starbucks.

you have no idea what fun we had while walking to the bus stop.
huijing ' if that girl walks 10 more steps shes a ...'
both '1,2,3,4....10'
both 'hah, shes a ...'
and this continues....
hannah whispers to huijing 'if gabrielle jumps, shes a bimbo' *giggles*
hannah 'gabrielle, jump eh?'
gabrielle pauses for some moment and JUMPS!
both *giggles, chuckles*
gabrielle 'what are you laughing at?'
huijing ' we said that you jump, you're a bimbo'
and gabrielle gives that diao face -,-|||

at the bus...
hannah 'gabrielle, the guy sitting besides you is wearing vans shoes!!!!!'
gabrielle turns there and everywhere high and low looking for that shoe. &she turns to the *"censored"* (some other race) foot.

hannah *laughs and laughs, grunts,chuckles, like some arse hole* i made a cuckoo out of myself.
you know why? cause gabrielle turns head to that GUY, and i told her was beside her and that GUY, was behind her. meaning that shes sitting beside him, thats why she turns to him.
kept explaining to huijing but kept laughing like one hasn't laugh in many centuries. roflmfao.
and there are many more jokes which i can't remember.
i'm so sure that the guy sitting behind us(he is a HOTAYE!) is certainly pissed off. what a nuisance we were! &maybe the guy that sat on the left window that wore the vans shoes.

i went home with a limping leg and a sore feet && a additional piercing[:

my feet is surely pissed with an owner like me. sorry, i just wna make you look beautiful, a little hurt won't hurt that much won't it? forgive me.

2007-08-05T03:28:00.001-07:00

beautifulpics! agree??

2007-08-05T02:44:00.000-07:00

this was something i learn at church today[:
&i found it meaningful.

S-Is there a Sin to confess?
P-Is there a Promise to claim?
A-Is there an Attitude to change?
C-Is there a Command to keep?
E-Is there an Example to follow?
P-Is there a Prayer to pray?
E-Is there an Error to avoid?
T-Is there a Truth to believe?
S-Is there Something to thank God for?

2007-07-27T07:45:00.001-07:00

a life to live but not a life to love.

2007-07-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

i cant catch, transformers/harrypotter. omg, i wonder who has planning a plot to keep me busy all the whole week long. soon im release, the shows are gone. well, i think ive to get the dics then. i'll have to wait for a few months for the disc to be out.

the inline skating instructor was the same as the first lesson. was raining so we had the skating in the indoor sports hall and we shared it first with the guys that were playing basketball and later, volleyball guys. btw, we practically learn nothing but the basics. so some wanted the 2 lesson instructor, steven.

i had sushi agn for dinner. that was wooping delicious, you taste it, i wring your neck[:

2007-07-14T03:24:00.000-07:00

the following week im so busy that im afraid that i'll get nightmares.
monday: ndp supporting group
tuesday: maths stayback
wednesday: creative drill
thursday: (ive no idea whats on thursday)
friday: inline skating
you can see my tough week, maybe on thursday, i'll have to slot in my tuition times? i just cant stand it any longer. i'll miss sheila and ruth!
ruth, shes leaving the school.
sheila, shes in sq2 while im in sq6.

theres many things to tell, but i cant just type it all here. my skates are gone. ive none to play with from now on. shall asked for one when im feeling good with myself. i adore psp, will someone give me theirs? hahs[: theres still a problem in life which i cant solve it with the strength from myself. God, please help me.

2007-07-12T00:33:00.000-07:00

it sucked when it comes to thursday. you've got those beads of sweat all over you, imagining it so sticky! YELL AT IT! mass pe and pe.
mr kang took over mrs chen as shes on leave. his "mass pe" was totally different from mrs chen. hers is all about exercising while his was about games squeezing here and there. but i love mr kang more even though his thought or "exercising" was all in a different way. his doesn't have vigorous excessive exercise! AHH, i like! my chinese compo was fucked, i didnt even finished it and i sucked at the damn topic. i was absolutely frustrated. the whole damn thing was crapped work.

what luck i had this days. grins and graws. you know this days ive been scolded by teachers that flare their temper at innocent pupils. thats so rude. i was scolded 3 times straight in a row. the day before yesterday, yesterday and today. was repeatedly problem do ive. none of the stuffs was commendable serious. i was off the board when i heard the first thing during assembly that MR TEO DIDN'T COME!

ive some freaking problem with the things i do. my handwrites sucks! its all italic. LOL. no business to take. no reason. i was over this shut up and drive crap and the most sensational part of all the words i said, 'i wna fuck you' thats not scurrilous, and if you're thinking dirty, you've got to brain wash. and i got the p1 looked when changing. i dare myself to tuck my blouse in and skirt high. that was practically nice, comfortable. those who saw me doing that, pardon me for doing so. im just to engross in that crappy looked. thats obviously me!

im wishing how long my fringe my could be! i want it long and pretty. emo peeps have long fringe and pretty blonde/black/... hair. you've got to understand, so pretty! well well, ive got to stared at those unpractical things. bye for now, but i'll be back. so watch whats behind you.

2007-07-10T00:34:00.000-07:00

I WNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS! have no accompany.
wheres grandlink? wheres grandlink? WHERES GRANDLINK? im so over it!
something you should know,
1)caught by j.wong for shirt and skirt.(MY SKIRT ISNT THAT SHORT! IS JUST THAT ivegrown)
2)slapped at the backed.
3)MR TEO DIDNT COME.
4)moulded at dnt.
5)got a letter from yanying.
6)soccer boys left early for some crap.
7)crap and crap.
i was rather hyper today. must be the wake-up-call-of J.WONG. im nuts, crapper.
you should say crap instead of other words. and i kept crapping.
I KNEW A LITTLE OF MATHS!

2007-07-05T06:31:00.000-07:00

my day isnt any better than yours, its just a plain old one. those journals you read long time ago. anyway i enjoyed the goodnews week today.
darn was it, but i was fortunate enough that no teacher caught me while i was wearing my pe top. forgotten to bring my uniform as not usual, woke up late arnd 6.42am. big deal!!! and i didnt pack my stuffs yet, rushed through, bath and ran off to the train, 7 minutes of waiting. shake my leg waiting for the train.
tmrw theres this inline skating. and school starts at 10am, 2.30pm the earliest, theres parents meeting teachers. geo and eng lessons as well as first recess will be skipped! one good thing i was happy about, NO ENGLISH LESSON! relief teacher came and started giving us nonlogical work to do.
2 weeks stayed in school, lessons are boring death too.
1)lit project due next wednesday, have not done a bit.
2)wordpower test study.
YEAH, ONLY 2 TASKS TO DO!

2007-07-04T02:33:00.000-07:00

last minute change of tuition date, so rushed home without knowing. did everything quickly(almost) well changed to tmrw.
funtastic time during c.m.e, did some decorations for the class, everyone was to do a handprint and a piece of a4size background. mine was rather boring compared to last term i did, those were much more of a beauty, mines like shit, and i broke my paper thumb while erasing off the pencil words on. went breathlessly running like a mad arse into everyone faces questioning for scotch-tape, fortunately miss cheng had, in her office. LOL. got my thumb fixed[: but the scar is there. aww, sad?!?!
and after that concave cut which i looked like an idiot(thats what my mum described, as an alien) at the back, as long as my front looks alright, i dont give a shot. many describes were given, matured,cute(are you sure?!?!)... i only remember this 2. are im giving in to everyone.
rather hungry right now, didnt had a proper lunch. had choco milk, some hot instant drink with cold ice-cream drop into.
i still have this big tummy thingy, got to shed it off. so shit. well guess those emo peeps dont have. im so over EMOGUYS!
went to arts night and it was definitely nice! shock-stares! the intro part was boring by band. caught dropping heads, up and down. drama was touching althou didnt shed any tear, cause if i did, that would be a crocodiletear.

2007-06-28T23:00:00.001-07:00

school ends early today at 11.30am. many teachers and students are helping out for today and tmrw arts night. ticket was drench and now its dry, but im not going.(the ticket is all mess up) how enjoyable it could be seeing your classmates or schoolmates acting through. the spectators shown on their faces will be the ones you'll see once in a life time.
the weekends pull over. 3 days of rest, including monday as its youth day.(sort of) practically everything is fine except learning the subs well enough.
todays geo was boring. you could see the expression on our faces. mrs lau, YOUR LESSONS ISNT FUN! you see those chatterbox talking through, see heads stuck to the table, people emoing through and forth. teach less learn more. thats was some sort of thing that i translate into english. took me minutes. i think that 4 words indirectly meant, lessons are boring so teach less and you'll learn more. hahs :X